This year I've been asked and after prayerful consideration agreed, to lead a table at The Mom's Connection at church. Yikes. To say I'm nervous is an understatement. But I know God is powerful and will work through those that are just willing to be His hands and feet. So that's what I'm doing -- relying solely on Him to use me to His glory and to give me the strength and wisdom needed to minister to these girls. I have a table of 6 girls and one mentor mom. Oh man.... my mentor mom is AMAZING and a total answer to prayer. Last year, our pastor's wife spoke and mentioned something about having spiritual giants in your life. I've been praying that the Lord bring those giants into my life and He's certainly been faithful in answering that prayer! Martha, our mentor mom, is one of those giants and even after only 2 meetings with her, I am so blessed! She is an incredible wealth of knowledge of the Scriptures and NOT afraid to speak the Truth of God into you (in the most loving way possible). I love how she goes off on "God Tangents". :) God has done an AMAZING work in her life and she has an unbelievable story of reconciliation and God's grace and faithfulness. She also really challenges me to continuously be in the Word, to preach the Word the kids and to let the Lord infiltrate every nook and cranny of my life. I know God is going to do amazing things this year through her and through me. One thing that we have been praying for (and I would love prayer from you too) is that I will resist Satan's temptation to go into my comfort zone. That I will be stretched and molded, and will rely solely on God for His wisdom and strength. He's already taken away a lot of "safety nets" so that I am put into a position where I can only rely on Him. And I just would like prayer that I will continue to rely on Him and He will use me for His glory. The Moms Connection is such a wonderful ministry at our church and I know God will work in wonderful ways this year. I'm so excited to see what He does!!!! Our church has A LOT of ministry opportunities and wanting to get even more involved, I thought about joining a Bible Study as well. There's several studies to choose from and I narrowed it down to two : a Wednesday morning and a Tuesday night. I decided that nights just wouldn't work for me, so that left the Wednesday morning study -- every Wednesday, for 2 hours for a year. I struggled with the idea for a long time, wondering if I should fill my plate so full in an already busy time, right before (and even after) baby #3 comes. Monday and Wednesdays I'll have all to myself since both kids are in school. Ah....that would be so nice to just enjoy that alone time. I had decided against it several times and every time I did, I felt the Lord continue to whisper "Why don't we talk about it some more" :) So we did. I prayed and struggled and asked God for guidance (and wondered why this was such a difficult decision for me to make). And God continued sending the most random people to me, telling me that they too were doing this particular Bible Study or how amazing the teacher is and just encouraging me to take it. Finally, it hit me. I kept praying for guidance and God kept sending people, time and time again, pointing me in the way to go. God's answer was right in my face but I chose to listen to all my human desires and excuses rather than God. DUH!!! My goodness, I bet I give God a headache sometimes. :) Thank goodness He's so patient with me, huh? So I finally took the plunge and signed up. I'm really really excited about it. I know that it'll be a sacrifice since I won't have that Wednesday to myself, but I know that God will use the study to teach me some wonderful things and what I will gain from the study will be SO worth the "sacrifice". The study is called "Lord, Change My Attitude". Here's the little snippet from our church's website:Would you be surprised to know that the joy and fruitfulness that God wants to flow into your everyday life doesn't come by way of your circumstances or your relationships or even your life’s calling? It comes by way of… your ATTITUDES --The patterns of thinking formed over time about how you look at life.— And though attitudes don’t change in a day, you can choose to recognize negative ones that keep you in a wilderness existence and learn to replace them with life-giving responses. In this 23 week study, you will move from the “acceptable sins” of complaining, covetousness, criticism, and doubt to the God honoring attitudes of thanksgiving, contentment, love and faith as you pray, Lord, Change my Attitude." Pretty awesome, huh? I think so. I'm so ready!
WHEW!! Thanks for all the prayers ! We're so excited to see what God does in our lives in these next couple months. We'll keep you posted. And please, keep us updated on your life and all the wonderful things God is doing!! He's always working in some way -- be on the lookout! :)
Blessings!!!

Thanks for sharing Jen! It's so funny that you mentioned these two books in particular. I've been really struggling with my attitude lately and just have really felt the need for change. But I wasn't really sure how to go about it, or where to get guidance from. Now I know! I'm going to buy this book today along with Wild at Heart for Justin. Until we can become really involved at church(because we are taking an 8 week get to know the church class) we need something to really dig into spiritually. Thank you so much for sharing again, and really being an awesome example of how God can really work through you. Love you friend.
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